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Woah haven't posted in a long time,

Oh well life's been busy.Superbusy. Like really busy.

First there's council. <30ths! :):):) Council camp was really those type of experience that you'll treasure for life and yet not want to go through again. Can't say anymore on the issue or I'll have to kill you. :0 Yea and life after that hasn't been very free either, with internal elections and whatnot. Anyway congrats to the exco who will not see this message anyway.

Then there's band. Play was a blast, and A Tempo's coming in 1 week+ 3 days. Ok to be truthful I feel so unprepared for A Tempo. My playing standard's lacking, I dun think I have the stamina for a full concert and I'm not even sure what parts I'm gonna play (final arrangement hasn't been finalized yet). Knowing the pro-ness of most of the band ppl they'll still be able to pull through but I on the other hand don;t want to be left in a situation that will leave me with more regret than joy. Oh well. Then there's prometheum. Which I am even more unprepared for. Anyway RIMB's standard has seriously deproved since I was in... sec 2. Yea every year has been worse, mine included. And I'm very impressed that Mr Oura's still in RIMB, if I were him I would have left long ago. Its not the standard I'm really bothered with, its the lack of passion and musicianship. There are people who join band because they have no choice, and then there are also people/persons who just go for band to cause trouble and make things difficult for others and themselves at the same time because they are STUPID.

...Ok enough ranting for now...

Anyway life has been moving so fast there isn't even enough time to blink. And my social life hasn't been any better. Still single, like 99% of the people in my school =.= But truthfully I don't foresee myself getting a GF in a long time. Its not that I'm a heartless person, but the story of my life goes like this:

starts to like someone->seriously like someone (as in really really liking someone) -> Remind myself that she doesn't exactly fit my requirements -> Become emo but still like that person -> That person gets distanced from me somehow and life goes on, albeit in a more emo way

Requirements? Well a CHRISTIAN GIRL who is DILLIGENT and NICE, in her own special way. Why so? Well I have my reasons. Christian is because of religious as well as logcal reasons? Logical? Well I wouldn't expect a girl to understand that I won't be able to go out on certain days because of church, or that I don't spport certain type of behaviour, and conflicts will occur when I try to share with her, conflicts that friendship can withstand but not that kind of relationship. Dilligence reflects on ones character, and nice-ness reflects on one's personality. But hey its just me.

Yea. I kinda think I'm currently somewhere at the last stage of the cycle right now. But of course no one is gonna know about who it is and when it started, I'll just say it never happened. The above 3 paragraphs were all a lie, for the record. Yea just for the record. Oh well so emo. I need to cheer up. And wait for life to go on.

Anyway serving in church worship today was a blast. Much better than the previous time, though I still can improve in many ways.