Thoughts

Messages to two people on my mind now...

To person A: Hmm one year has passed already huh? But I'm still ignoring you (not that you would want it any other way) and all I see on your face is a look of perverted disgust and hate; perverted because you brought everything wholly on yourself. When you last sent me that message, you were talking about how great you were and how far you were going to exceed all those you hated. But where are you now?

But I still remember how you used to be such a great person and friend, how you showed great promise and potential, and all the plans I had for you. But then you turned all that enthusiasm into a senseless drive to prove the right people wrong, and then to justify and spread such actions. But its never too late. I'm waiting and hoping that one day you'll suddenly realise how wrong you were, and I'll be there ready for reconciliation. Not that it'll be instant, but it'll be for sure.

Thinking more about person B though, and the message is kinda different too.

To person B: Hi. It's been extremely awkward ignoring you wherever I go. And lately it seems that you've been ignoring me too. But I'm really sorry because i guess i started all this. In my fears of reaching too much, i've distanced myself up to the point where i'm not really a friend anymore, am i? And I really don't want things to stay the same or turn worse. But I'm confused. And anyway you might not feel the same way I do. Perhaps the only reason why i think we're apart is because I keep magnifying the issue. Perhaps to you everything's alright. I hope it is. But I can't do anything now can i...

Oh wells just felt like saying stuff out to people, stuff that I would otherwise never say in real life. Oh noes promos coming soon!!!